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CHRISTA is above!!!
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| About love |
| 03.06.05 (4:52 pm) [edit] |
AN ANSWER
I don’t know how
To make you like me
What is the reason
please make me see
I really don’t know
It’s all too fast
Please don’t say
this thing won’t last
I really love you…
why can’t you see
I was made for you
and you were made for me
I don’t know the first thing
about true love
just tell about
what I am made of
what makes you laugh
what makes you cry
what makes you sad
what makes you sigh
I am imperfect
just stating a fact
please don’t say
you won’t come back
I love you
I love you
That’s all I can say
When will you relize
fine, fine… OK!!!!
By Andrew (Finished 3-6-05)
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| I LOVE Her |
| 03.06.05 (4:34 pm) [edit] |
She is the best person alive
Christa.... O MAN....
She's my heaven
HEAVEN ON EARTH
She is the best thing that has walked into my life....
She just took my little world by storm
She's the first person I would choose to....
DIE WITH ME....
Even though she's going to hell
we all no it
anyways she is the best person alive and i love her
If I could choose one person to spend my whole life with... For all eternity ALL ETERNITY SHE would win that contest not even thinking about it... But i don't know why she doesnt like me... It used to be because i was sensitive now im not i dont take things personally at all anymore I JUST WANT AN ANSWER!!!!!! If anyone can get that answer.... Pleez... And Hannah if you are mad at me for writing this... You shouldn't have read it.........
Just count to ten....
ANDREW
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| 02.10.05 (6:05 pm) [edit] |
(night; Dark and blue)
(the camera floats over to a little boy sitting and rocking on a bench)
(a loud thud is heard in the house that you can't see)
(the little boy looks up with red eyes)
Little boy: She's Back (in a childish tune)
(cuts to the next scene and the main character wakes with a start)
(The camera views both the window and the character and then an image floats past the window)
(The main character gets up and walks out of the room while the camera drifts into the bathroom and the water turns on)
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| Wanna hear another |
| 12.07.04 (6:15 pm) [edit] |
These two decisions,
I need to make,
These will make me,
bend and break,
Part of me,
there is an obsession,
the other needs,
a total collection,
Just list the pros and cons of each,
hope there isn’t a catch to reach,
I need a sign,
Just show me God,
one of which,
is a symbolic nod,
The obsession weeps,
the lines obscure,
just hope there is,
a lasting cure
Another moment,
just give me one,
I need to say,
I’m sorry I’m done….
Andrew (Finished by Dec. 7th, 2004)
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| ANOTHER POEM (im on a roll) |
| 12.05.04 (3:23 pm) [edit] |
why can’t I stop,
It just can’t be done,
I try and I try,
But I just can’t run,
my life is a book,
the chapter shows signs,
and look a little closer,
and read between the lines.
I try to hide,
from all that is true,
nothing will happen,
between me and you.
I know what that means,
and I don’t wanna force,
but when push comes to shove,
can’t you find the source?
My blood pumps,
when I talk to you,
It might be hard to handle,
but what can I do…
My head starts to spin,
I bite my lip,
I stammer when I talk,
then I start to trip…
I want to know,
what makes me weak,
what makes me wrong,
what makes me, me…
Then I want to know,
what makes me strong,
what makes me right,
what makes you long,
What wakes your heart,
shakes your ground,
makes you tremble,
all around…
then I can fix,
what I don’t own,
tell me what I can do,
right down to the bone…
-Andrew (finished on Dec. 6th, 2004)
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| Another Poem |
| 12.04.04 (4:21 pm) [edit] |
It’s not her fault,
what else could she do,
she didn’t do that,
and guess who’s mad, you…
When you yell,
I just hide in my room,
I count to ten,
this will soon be my tune…
She’s done all she can,
It’s not what you think,
she only didn’t know,
what to do when he winked…
It’s all his fault,
don’t blame it on her,
his aggressions the reason,
she didn’t say sure…
Yes this is rape,
and you know damn well,
she didn’t mean,
to put you Hell.
-Andrew (Dec. 05, 2004)
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| !!!!PLEASE COMMENT!!!! |
| 12.02.04 (1:38 pm) [edit] |
Hello and as you can see in the picture below there shannon is with a stretch hummmer. As you can see, we are at home depot and wal mart. We asked the driver to go there.
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make comments on my poem below
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| Poem tell me what your thoughts r |
| 12.01.04 (6:24 pm) [edit] |
This poem is about,
the many good times,
we've had together,
wrapped into rhymes,
This isn't a rap,
this isn't a song,
and most of all,
it isn't wrong;
First I want to say,
what made me write today,
I want to say the phrase,
That I will not state,
It's from my thoughts,
my brain,
my heart;
I want to say,
We'll never part.
For better or for worse,
'til death due us part,
this won't be the end,
it's only the start...
Rejection hurts,
it's not all the best,
but to me and my heart,
it is the true test.
Love turns to lust,
as lust fades away,
nothing is there
Then nothing fades
-Andrew Bristol
Tell me what you think.
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| PERFECT |
| 12.01.04 (6:06 pm) [edit] |
If you can't hear the song on my blog... Its "perfect" by simple plan.... I love this song because it talks about how i really feel. Everyone expects me to be perfect when I try so hard, but some times i'm too damn lazy to do anything... but anyways, I try and be perfect but it doesn't always turn out that way....
Just count to ten...
Andrew
(if you feel the same way tell me)
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| RECENTER PICTURE |
| 12.01.04 (2:46 pm) [edit] |
this is a more recent picture of me sry about the huge one that was here befor but i fixed it YAY!!!
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yea...
Just co-
o yea dont do that nemore ok
Andrew
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| Karissa |
| 11.30.04 (8:16 pm) [edit] |
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That is my sisters friend and she's really cool... But she yells at me and abuses me. jk
Just count...
NVM U know what I'm gonna say there is absolutely no point on me writing that anymore u get the point...
Andrew
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| AM I UGLY |
| 11.30.04 (7:07 pm) [edit] |
Back to "am I ugly", this picture is from a couple years ago and my hair has grown out and I uhhhhhh have nothing else that has changed except for height but yea...
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just count to ten....
Andrew
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| My Life Story |
| 11.30.04 (12:36 pm) [edit] |
I love it how the people that regularly visit my site don't have a life just like me!!!!!!!! Just kidding guys... Neways... Today sucked in science! I hates how he makes us do things without explaining things to us. I get sooo frustrated in that class and I always have to ask questions. I just feel like a neusaince (sp?). I know there isn't anything wrong with asking questions but he always says..." what now, Bristol". Yea like that's making me feel better. I am really bored right now, but I still have a lot of things on my mind. I was talking to my dad about how people in my Public Speaking class did a speech that explained how to notice if a kid is going to commit suicide. They listed a bunch of reasons and all those signs pointed to me!!! I'm not going to kill myself and I think that all those things on there were just normal things that teenagers do... Neways. I had a fun time in English... We got an assignment that wasn't so great, but I know I will get an A+, so I'm happy. I just noticed that I have a lot to say. I will tell you all that I can remember of my childhood... I remember being a thing with a tail... Then I saw more that looked exactly like me and they were swimming in one direction. I decided to follow the crowd.... Then all of the sudden I saw a BIG "thing" and I ran into it... I got sucked in and then the worse 9 months of my life began... Two months have passed and I have grown another finger... Counting the one from the day before I have eleven. Now I see a light at the end of the tunnel... I swam to it and a man in white picked me up and spanked me.... Then nothing happened, nothing happened... YAY!!!! My first "love"... Kara. I remember that she used to like me too. We went out an- blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah.....
Just count to ten...
Andrew
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| Is it in front of her? |
| 11.29.04 (2:13 pm) [edit] |
People keep telling me... "Andrew, don't change yourself to make yourself good enough for her, if she doesnt like you now, then she doesn't know how much of an awesome, cool person she has in front of her." (by the way I didn't say that). First of all, I'm not changing myself for her, I just asked her a simple question. Also, it would be my decision if I wanted to change myself for her. Lastly, I don't think that I want to change myself but most of me does. I really like her and I want her to at least give it a try. If it didn't work out then, we would obviously break up but still be best friends. I also have another questin for her... What kind of "sensitive" is she talking about. Sensitive as in overreacting to stuff or being romantic? Which I think it's the overreacting one because I haven't been romantic to her...
Just count to ten... Or nine... Whatever floats your boat,
Andrew
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| The misunderstood or the misunderstanding |
| 11.28.04 (3:41 pm) [edit] |
All the stuff down on the blog below this was pretty wrong. She went to Krissy's house because her dad had to leave. She wasn't hanging out with her boyfriend and the reason she wasnt at her house when I called was because she had to. So I am sorry if anyone got the wrong idea, but I just was really mad. I don't think I over reacted because I was misinformed. Just like George W. Bush. LOL
Just count to ten...
Andrew
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| WHY WAIT |
| 11.28.04 (1:12 pm) [edit] |
I've been her friend for 3 years and she gets a new friend and a new boyfriend and completely forgets her old friends. I'm not her only friend that thinks this... My other ANONYMOUS friend also thinks that she is pushing away her old friends and welcoming her "new and improved" friends with open arms.... I'm just kind of pissed!!
Just count to ten....
Andrew
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| Just count to ten |
| 11.28.04 (11:29 am) [edit] |
I'm sitting at my computer thinking that nothing more can go wrong. Last night I stayed up 'til 4:00 writing my new blog because of that girl. I can't stop thinking of her and now I don't think we're even friends anymore. It was probably my mistake though. I said..."We need a break." But that was because everytime we hung out by the end of the day she would be at my troat. I said it because I didn't want our friendship to die. I said after that that we didn't need a break and if she wanted to hang out today. Well, I'm not hanging out wih her right now. I think she's hanging out with her boyfriend John that she just met. At least that's what Nick told me. I don't think I'm overreacting. She said we would hang out and she forgot about me. Then on her blog... she wrote a poem dedicated to me. It says how I can never have her, or thats how I interpreted it. Well, now I'm sitting here wondering if I did the right thing by taking a break. But now I think of her all the time. I really like her and by what you have read (if you have read so far) that I can't get my mind off of her. Well, she is mean sometimes, but I understand. Her life is pretty bad from where I have stood and watched it. I don't think it's that bad now, but I understand why she gets mad at me. I used to like her in 7th and 8th grade (by the way I'm in 9th) and now she is uncomfortable around me all the time... The thing I regret most of all is telling her in 8th and 7th grade how much I liked her.
JUST COUNT TO TEN... And everything will come together,
Need HELP!!!
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| If You Wanna See The Girl I Was Talking About |
| 11.27.04 (10:50 pm) [edit] |
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If you wanna see the girl I've been talkin about click on the link that says... Girl I've been talking about. Yea it's her blog
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| IF YOU SAY SO!!!! |
| 11.27.04 (10:35 pm) [edit] |
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I HATE HER NOW... SHE'S TOO... ummmmmmmmmm.... MANIC!!!! I don't know... I really like her but you know what if she's gonna treat me like shit all the time I HAVE LET GO!! She wrote me a poem and it talks about how I can't let go... WELL I HAVE SUMTHING TO SAY TO HER... She just made me let go... FOR GOOD
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| AM I UGLY |
| 11.27.04 (10:17 pm) [edit] |
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What the title is asking... Am i ugly. (to find out click on view my profile on the left header and look at the ugly picture and tell me please... I wanna know)(':wink:')
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| **#&$%#$ IM NOT YOUR FRIEND NO MORE |
| 11.27.04 (9:18 pm) [edit] |
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If your listening!!!!! I want to tell you I'm not trying to be your friend anymore!!! Anyways... You probably aren't you never r. LIKE MY MUSIC??? Too bad it doesnt work on my computer bcuz i have a macintosh... I LOVE MACINTOSH sooo much better than windows because of what i do on the computer. I make movies and i listen to music and its sooo much better in those areas!!!!
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| A Little Poem For Her!!! |
| 11.27.04 (8:14 pm) [edit] |
A small proposal
I finally made my choice
To Forever Love You
That was the decision I made
I wanna say I DO
This moment I share
As I kneel on one knee
This is my heart saying that I love You
My proposal to thee
Please dont look up now
Just keep on reading there's more
I wanna tell you how much its you Ill always love and adore
I wanna tell you that I'll love you till death do us part
Ill love till there is no end
Your now built into my heart
I wanna tell you that Ill be
The best I can be
The one that loves you more
Than you could possibly love me
The man that will make you breakfast before you go to work
The man that will always rekindle our love
As everyday I will continue to flirt
Baby I love you
You mean so much to me
Im just so glad that god told my heart
You you were the one for thee
Im still on one knee
Now you can look down
Look me in the eyes
And tell me what you think
For this is my proposal
Tell me what you read
Do you agree?
Because this is my proposal to you
Will you marry me?
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| ECCA |
| 11.27.04 (8:12 pm) [edit] |
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That is her nickname!!! She is the coolest girl in the world. YAY. She is the only one that knows about my blog... Yea thats why shes on here... YAY.....I'm bored... neways back to ecca. I'm talking to her right now. My life is not cool. I think I'm gonna go buy one at Wal-Mart. I hear they're cheap there. Neways... Wanna hear a poem? I will put it in next Blog Post
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| WHO SHE IS |
| 11.27.04 (7:42 pm) [edit] |
She is soooo beautiful... She is my best friend also. I always tell her that I like her, even though I know that just pushes her away. I want her to like me. She isn't an ordinary girl, so the advice that you think would work doesn't. She doesn't think that I can even act like a boyfriend so everytime I try and do something romantic... She laughs. You're probably thinking..."that's not nice. You shouldn't like her." Well I do. I can't stop thinking about her. If you have ANY suggestions... Just don't be afraid to talk!!!!
This Blog is for anyone who wants a voice,
ANONYMUS
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